Sunday, September 13, 2009

Road to 100 #2

Sunday...a few days in on the road to 100, and I'm doing pretty good, yes indeed I am. Drinking lots of green juices and sometimes smoothies, trying to notice the difference I feel on them. I think both are great tools to use in my journey, the smoothies seems to stir things up a bit more in the digestive track and the juices seem to be pure life force energy.

I just made an amazing juice, let me see if I can recall what I put in it. Coconut water, watermelon, beets, MINT!!!, yumm, cilantro, celery, some romaine, cucumber. I think that was about it. And then I added a little ice and blended in the blender. I like to put the extra in the freezer and get it slushy for the next meal. So so delicious and feels so good in the body.

today, for me I am feeling vibration and weight loss ...vibration is created by beliefs, which are ultimately my thoughts and feelings about something, so the vibration that I carry about food, my body, and weight loss is also connected to worthiness and self esteem and everything else that I have added to, if you will, ...the soup of it all. I have been holding a vibration about weight loss and food and body that is different than what my soul desires....I'm not sure why, nor do I think it matters why. I am pretty sure I have been holding it from as early as I can remember, more than likely since conception/birth. It may have come directly from my mother through the placenta. I was the youngest of 5, and although I don't know for sure if she even had a weight issue back then, my suspicion is that she still had not lost the baby weight from my brother who is 13 months older. So intuitively, I feel she felt fat and that she would NEVER lose weight, and it would always be there. As I said, no concrete evidence of this, just an intuitive feeling I have as I am getting into this vibration.

So I've decided to create a new vibration around my body and weight loss and health. The frequency at which I had been vibrating all of my life is holding on to weight, and a disatisfaction with my body. The new vibration I am creating is a oneness with my body and its perfection along with releasing completely all of the past trauma and raising my vibration to one of pure bliss. A vibration of excess weight flying off of me, quicly and easily. Why quickly? Because that's the vibration I choose. I believe everything begins with thought, and when we hold on to a thought that weight loss has to be slow or difficult or any other parameter we put on it, then we will certainly resonate at that level and create that reality.

You saw my first video in my first post. I don't have the second one ready. I have plenty of other movies I have made, but not one about this. I haven't started on it, but I am going to get it done by either tonight or tomorrow, and post it below. I am going to turn off my comments on the blog here, not because I am not interested in hearing from anyone, but because I want only my own energy about this on this page for now while I am creating this vibration. I will open it up for comments as soon as I feel its a safe time for me to do so.

But I am happy you are here reading and I hope its a small fraction as useful to you as it is to me.

LovemeRaw Mary

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